Post by sloane on Aug 30, 2008 16:43:45 GMT
the life and loves of characters full name
you've been running and hiding far too long.[/font] [/center]
[/font]why don’t you tell me my future
why don’t I sell you my soul[/CENTER]
CHARACTERS NAME: sloane cambria kallikartes
NICKNAME(S): slo, slo-slo, s. kallikartes
DATE OF BIRTH: october twenty-fifth
AGE: sixteennnnn!
GRADE: high school sophomore
TOWN: forks, washington
PETS: a persian cat named chupacabera
SPECIES: human, human, and human?
so shine that light, take my hand
[/font]and let’s dance into tomorrow land[/center]
HAIR: dark brown
EYES: chocolate brown
SKIN: lightly tanned
HEIGHT & BUILD: five-foot-two, petite
Play-By: selena "hot ass" gomez!
all those nights together, are a special memory
[/font]and I can’t wait for tomorrow, just as long as you’re dancing next to me[/center]
LIKES:
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STRENGTHS:
WEAKNESSES
PERSONALITY:
upon first meeting you would believe that sloane was nothing more than your average fifteen year old girl: happy, content, energetic and ready to face the world, and whatever may be throw in her direction along the way. and even though she is certainly a few of things things, there is much more about this girl hiding behind the surface, much more to her than anyone would initially believe her small frame could keep a hold of. she is far more complex than anyone would have imagined her to be - and this is the exact reason why first encounters should never be taken seriously: they only seem to bias your opinion on someone. there was something optimistic and sweet, fiery and bright that always caught the eye of sloane's teachers while she was growing up (and still does to this very day). she was always the first one to stand up about one thing or another, she was never really of commenting on something that other usually wouldn't have dared to. she certainly has no problem expressing herself, even if it leads others to believe that she is somewhat strange - this is an endearing trait of the girl though, to be honest. she isn't completely sunshine and daisies though - is there really a person out there who is that perfect? no, not at all: "nobody's perfect" and this nineteen year old is certainly no exception to that quotation. there would be no reason in the world for her to make you think otherwise either, she's completely aware that she has flaws and tries to embrace them as much as possible; even though it may be somewhat difficult to come to terms with some of these things.
if there is one thing that sloane is, it's passionate - this is something that has been completely obvious ever since her childhood days too. if she needs to accomplish something, she is most likely going to get it done, and in an amazing amount of time. on the eve of her fifth birthday, her father presented her with an electric guitar - she had been asking for one for what felt like forever before that point in time and her father? he was more than willing to buy her one (or to get a discount on one for her, seeing as he owns a music shop), to be honest, he was ecstatic about it. she begun to teach herself how to play the guitar with obvious help from her father (seeing as he had had played lead guitar for an internationally known rock band during the seventies and eighties), learning how to play it quite well by the time she was ten years old. it was also around this time that she started to whip out her own music tabs and, when the time felt right, lyrics; she was determined to express herself in a way that only other musicians would be able to understand. she also wanted to make her music out to be something that other people would enjoy listening to very much so - something that, if she did make it somewhere with in the long run, everyone would actually want to listen to. there was one problem with this though: the fact that she couldn't actually sing in front of anyone. she was absolutely fine with playing the guitar in the presence of anyone and everyone, the mere idea of singing in front of another individual scared the hell out of her, and does to this very day. rainbow is completely aware that she needs to step up and beat on this fear is she wants to actually make it with her music but... it's difficult. she's becoming a bit better nowadays, and there are a select few individuals who have heard or at least caught a sound bite of her vocals, she's still getting there though. she's definately trying though and, to be honest, this is all that should really matter.
amongst this passion that sloane possesses is another little "something" that people are used to coming in contact with - she has always had a very good sense of humor, this being one of her refining traits. she can take something bad and turn it into a joke that others will, hopefully, end up laughing about - even though she has accidentally offended a few individuals on occasions. when something like this occurs, she ends up feeling like complete shit - she isn't out there to make another person upset, hell no, she would never in a million years want to make someone feel bad about something. she just wants everyone to laugh and smile, to have a good time - she loves the feeling that she gets when she knows that she is the reason for someone smiling, it's the best feeling in the world, almost better that placing the finalizing touches on a new song (and that's say a lot, kids). there is no harm in her feeling this way whatever either; this is also around the time that the optimism kicks right on in. she is almost always trying to make others happy, as already mentioned, even if it means pushing a certain thing out of reach for herself. this is a horrible trait that she possesses - she tends to focus on others problems, trying her hardest to make everything alright for them, and forgets about something going on in her own life in the long run. or at least puts it off until the worst possible point in time, this making the impact of that certain situation hang over her so much more dramatically when it does decides to come back around... and slap her across the face. as sad as it is to say though, she is use to this sort of thing occuring, sloane tries her hardest to keep a happy face on even in the most horrid of situations though: there's no reason to let a smile go to waste, you know? even if you're feeling horrible you should have to make others pity you or be sad also. she is only human though and pain is nether very easily avoided or ignored.
when she is not off doing something productive or hanging around with her friends, sloane has been know to be... lazy, and almost unnexpectionally so, at that. she would much rather sit around the apartment complex listening to music, watching movies or television or reading a book than running around the town at times. don't get her wrong, she isn't anti-social or anything - she has a vast amount of friends that she can hang out with at any given moment, and she does go out of the house frequently, there's just something about a "lazy day" that has always been so damn appealing to her. she's in love with her "down time" - especially if it involves a good episode of "the office" and some pop rocks, throw some coca cola into that bunch and she's ready to kick some couch potato ass. there is something else that others remember rainbow by: all of the little pop culture references that she spits out on a continuous rotation. if she were to be playing some highly amusing or time consuming trivia game (like scene it!, hell to the yeah) with a group of her buddies, she would not just triple score them, she would kick their asses back to the start of the game board. music, movies, television, novels, celebrities - anything and everything along those lines, she will most likely know a teeny bit about, and this isn't because she sits around and focuses on that sort of thing constantly: she isn't a total creeper. she just just grew up around all of these things (seeing as her father owns a record shop and all, the fact that the television never shuts off at her apartment doesn't make matters any better either). if it no surprise when she makes comments on these things either, spitting them out like they were part of her life to being with. she'll go off and make little witty and humorous comments with this certain culture thrown into them, causing slight chuckles from people who surround her, or at least the people who caught on to what she was commenting on. you have to have decent and fresh sense of humor or knowledge of what the hell she is talking about to honestly appreciate what she is talking about. she won't resent you or anything if you don't enjoy her sense of humor or a certain thing that she says though, you don't have to laugh at every little thing that she says - it's her thing, it's how she rolls, and if you aren't cool with that, she definately won't hold it against you, she'll still be down with you.
love is something that has always been few and far better for this girl - and we're not talking about platonic love, she has plenty of that to throw around; we're speaking of that good, old fashion "'til death do us part" love. she has never been very lucky with this sort of thing - she's only fifteen years old though so you can't expect her to be be falling head over heels about another person at this point in time, or in the past. it's a definite possibility that she could have been at one time or another but... some of the feelings that she has possesses for members of the opposite sex in the past have never been that intense though. there has only been one person that she gave second thoughts about romantically and that person is still in her life at the moment, even though they're not officially dating or anything, she also hasn't went out of her way to say those "three little words" to him either. their relationship is complicated enough as it is, throwing out "i love you" would make it so much more difficult for the both of them, just not herself. she has always been very awkward when it comes to this sort of thing anyway - for the longest time, the mere idea of becoming romantically involved with another person scared the hell out of her. it wasn't just the fact that she would "belong" to one specific person, it was the actual act of becoming a item with that person that scared her. whenever she has had a crush in the past, she has always put it off constantly - fearing that telling that person how she feels about them will kill whatever relationship they may have had before that point in time completely. this is how it's always been and, until this moment in time, she has never actually acted on emotions - she's only fifteen, what can you really say, it isn't as if she's been one half of some intensely, "eternally lasting" relationship. the one thing that she really is looking for is a guy that appreciates her for who she is - someone who will look at her and say she is "beautiful", someone that will not make it seem as if she has to change her appearance or way of thinking for them specifically. a person that understands and respects her way of thinking and the things that she believes in - a person that will be there for her through thick and then, just like any other person does. she is beginning to believe that she has found this person too, about there are a few things standing in her way, this is a completely different story though.
the same goes for her closest friends and family members - she loves them to the moon and back, she would do absolutely anything for any of them. the ones that have been there for her since the very start, the ones who have stuck with her through the worst possible of situations, the ones who have learned how to deal with her when she is acting like a complete brat, the ones who have stated on a continous rotation that they would "never leave her for anything". those are the people that she is planning on keeping in her life for a good amount of time, if not for the entirety of her her life. she loves them in an unconditional way, with a passion and a fire that no one could ever even dream of burning out - this isn't meant to be in a creepy way though. all that she has ever wanted is for them to be happy, that is all that has really mattered to her from the start. if one of her closest friends was in a bad situation, she would try her hardest to help them through it, even if she didn't fully understand what they were going through (especially if the person involved was one of her twenty-plus aged friends from the apartment complex). she would try to make them smile, whip out jokes that she know would make them chuckle more than any other, or just sit around and let them cry on her shoulder. she's there for all of her friends, she's always around for them to talk to or vent on, and she's sure that each and every once of them is aware of this by that point in time. the same goes with her family members, the fact that her mother left her father right after she was born has always itched at her somewhat - causing her to believe that she has to be there for her family members even more than necessary. she would always been more than willing to help her father out with anything at the music shop, she would go anywhere her sister wanted her to go, and her older brother? she would always try her hardest to keep out of trouble for him - as of late though, this has become somewhat more difficult. he's been stubborn with her though she does understand why he is being that way - he loves her, all he really wants if for her to be safe and happy, and that's what she is. he just needs to push past everything else and really try to see this.
there are certain things about sloane that even her friends and family members haven't been able to push past though - such as how unbearably stubborn she can become at times. yes, she is appreciative of the things that she has received in life, she is also known to whine about something that doesn't go her way entirely though. to be honest though, this trait may have developed somewhat from how she was raised while growing up: she was spoiled to death by her father and older siblings, merely because she was the baby of the family. she didn't get absolutely everything that she wanted while growing up but actually not getting something was something that didn't usually happen - her stubbornness doesn't last for that long though, she just goes off the hinges for awhile. no, she doesn't grab a butcher knife and go off on everyone in twenty feet of herself, but she can bitch about whatever she didn't receive for awhile. her father always tried to annunciate on the whole " you don't always get what you want" thing (usually pulling out a mick jagger and singing the infamous lyrics to this song) seeing as he was completely aware of how spoiled and inconsiderate she would become in the long run. yes, she does know that this is the truth and that's probably why her bitching sessions don't last very long - her father found a way to balance it out quite well, thank god. she also tends to get a little touchy at times when it comes to her personal possessions - especially when it comes to her guitars, dvd collection and vinyl album collection. she would rather careen herself off the roof of the apartment complex that have one of those itmes get ruined - she isn't going to scream at you for touching them or anything, she would never in a million years let someone than her closest friend or immediate family members (you know, obviously meaning her father or siblings) borrow it though. yeah, and that doesn't scream "stubborn" right there.
sloane has always been a fairly energetic and eccentric individuals, this is apparent from both the way she dresses to the way that she talks. the strange little conversations that she has been able to start up from all of those pop culture references, the quirky little grins and actions that she makes: these are just two of the many energetic traits that she possesses. she was always curious and "all over the place" while growing up and, even though she has seemed to tone down over the years, she does perk up energetically frequently still. she is the type of person who will run around an area of a specific amount of time just because they need something to do, the type of person who will jump on one of their friends when they are walking around the corner of a hallway: you know, just because she can, not for any specific reason. it isn't as if they have come to expect anything more than her. this is something that those person are either going to end up learning to love or something that will eventually annoy the hell out of them. it really depends on your tolerability - she tries to keep it down around people that are easily annoyed but... you know, it's difficult to control natural energy like that; and we all know what bottling that sort of thing up can do to a person (you would obviously feel for the individual that they go home to at night too, her poor older brother). rainbow always tends to get distracted easily - this being something that she, herself, becomes very annoyed by. she cannot even begin to count the amount of times that she has been trying to work on something diligently and just... kapow, she is pulled out of her train of thought by the most random shit ever - it is usually the most ridiculous things that shake her too: like a bug flying across the room. an event like this will eventually lead her to thinking about something completely unnecessary, dragging her away from what she had been thinking about completely. this is one thing that has always bothered her about herself completely - she absolutely hates not being able to focus on something completely, especially if it's homework or something involving her music. when having conversations with people, she tends to fade off every once in awhile also - this making her feel like a complete bitch. she hates it when someone thinks that she is ignoring them, what can she honestly do about something like that though? when you have a wandering mind, there is really not that much you can do. her older brother has commented on talking her to a doctor many times, you know, to rest her for attention deficit hyperactive disorder. sloane is completely opposed to this idea, she doesn't think that isn't totally necessary either though: why go check something out that you know will most likely be true? she doesn't want her brother to have to spend all that extra money on her anyway, 'ya mean.
the road was filled with twists and turns
[/font]oh but that’s the road that got us here[/center]
PARENTS: jackson abraham kallikartes, father, would be fourty, former musician, deceased; kimberly anabella sullivan, mother, thirty-eight, secretary / alcoholic whore
SIBLINGS: --- --- kallikartes, older brother, nineteen, college freshman
PERSONAL HISTORY:
jackson abraham kallikartes was born to a family where finding some cash was never really a problem - his father, anthony, was the owner of a multi-billion dollar record label a company that no one had really believed would take off when he started it up. anthony had never been known for making the absolute best decisions and this was the exact reason why each and every person that he was (even the slightest bit) close to were so damn hesitant when he brought up the idea of the record label. he had always been interested in dealing with music as a profession, his love for anything even remotely related to music was a strong one, to say the least. the moment that he signed on little band though, the company took off - that first band that he had signed to the label became internationally known, bringing in millions of dollars within the first year of their freshman album being released. by the time anthony was thirty years old, they had over a dozen popular and very acclaimed bands signed to their label. anthony was pretty much set for life - there was one thing that he was missing though: a woman to call his own, that "lover" he had been desperately searching for over the first decade that his record company was opened. he was nearly thirty-two years old when first meeting a, then, nineteen year old anastacia rivia. it was love at first sight - at least this is what anthony felt, he was completely taken in by the young girl from the first moment that he spoke with her. anastacia was intrigued with him, yes, there was no reason in denying this and she found anthony to be attractive but for the most part? the fortune that he was dragging in by that point in time was far more tempting that anything else. all of anthony's closest friends tried to warn him about anastacia's "true intentions" but he was far too blinded by love to actually realize what was going on. he ended up purposing to her about two years after they met, anastacia (GO FUCKING FIGURE) "enthusiastically" accepting his purposal. they were married in a very posh, very large, very public ceremony no more than three months after announcing their engagement to the public. anastacia was set for life by that point also, there was really no reason to deny this fact either. she knew that there was one little thing she needed to do to, you know, set the money in stone though: give birth to one of anthony's children.
anastacia continuously went on to anthony about "how badly" she wanted to have children, her husband was not opposed to this idea either. he had always wanted to have one little boy or little girl to dote over, if not more than that. about two years after their wedding, anastacia finally found herself pregnant - after a rather grueling pregnancy (it was a hard one, yes, but she knew that the baby was going to get her to another level on the "inheiritance" scale). a little less than seven months after discovering her pregnancy, anastacia gave birth to not one but two children - her doctor had believed that she was just having one large baby but she had actually been carrying a baby boy and baby girl - naming them jackson abraham and jessica anya. it was obvious from the start that jackson was going to be an interesting child - he exelerated from the moment he could walk and talk onward. he was able to read by and construct accurate sentences by the age of three and by five, he was ranting on about "what" he wanted to do with his life: he wanted to be a rock star. he was about six years old when the beatles became popular in the united states and, the very moment that he heard them, he was obsessed - and using the word "obsessed" is just putting is lightly. he begun going on and on about he he wanted to learn how to play the guitar "just like the beatles can", his father was more than willing to buy him a guitar too. he begun to take guitar lessons from a friend of anthony's, and continued doing so for about two years, before deciding that he wanted to teach himself how to play. by the time he was twelve years old, he was great at the electric and had also shifted over to the acoustic. it was also around this time that he begun to get into bands such as: led zeppelin, the rolling stones, the who and anything along that genre's lines much more also. by the time he was fourteen, a few of his closer buddies and himself had decided to start up a band - a band that ended up falling much more accurately into place than anyone had ever really imagined it to. he was about sixteen when his father started to notice just how great his group was, beginning to go off to some of his agents at the record label he owned about how "great" his son's rock band was. everyone had he worked for was a bit hesitant at first, believing that he was saying this solely because jackson was his son - when finally hearing his band though, they were blown away by how accurate anthony's rants about them were.
one of the more "big shot" executives working at the record label decided to ask this band... well, if they wanted to sign with the label. jackson, also, was a hit hesitant about this at first: also believing that his father was the reason for the record label's interest in them. when realizing that this wasn't the case though, the band immediately signed with his label. by the time he was eighteen years old, they had produced and record their freshman album, entitled: "cherry bomb". they were sent off to open for such bands as kiss, heart, the velvet underground and the steve miller band before ultimately touring alongside led zeppelin and blue oyster cult. by the time the eighties rolled around, they had started to adjust their sound to something that was much more relatable to the popular music of that time - even playing with journey and def leppard. their band became significantly popular, as if this wasn't completely obvious already, though it was during the mid-seventies that everything begun to really "fall into place" for jackson. he was so taken a back by their stardom at first that everything really seemed surreal to him - especially the attention the he was receiving from women all around the world. he had always received a fair amount of attention from girls but not as much as he was by that point in time - he knew that some of those girls only wanted to be around them for the music but their was one specific one that really caught his eye: a girl two years younger than him, who went by the name "kimmi". her real name was kimberly anabella sullivian and, after awhile of just "hanging" around with her and the band, they started to develop a relationship that was outside of "band member and groupie" lines - because, yes, she was a groupie. she actually had been there at the start for the music though but, after hearing from some of her "friends" that all the band members wanted was to sleep with them, she naively turned to that side of the "band aid world". she was slowly starting to realize just how idiotic she had been around the time that her and jackson started to become closer though, ultimately seeing that she could have a place in a band member's heart, not just in their pants. the relationship that she shared with jackson was a shocker to both his band members and her other groupie friends but they didn't want to kill it, it seemed like what they had was genuine.
after a few weeks of dating (yes, it was only a few weeks), the two got hitched in a spur-of-the-moment wedding - this was in late seventy-five and, no more than a month after they were married, kimberly discovered that she was pregnant with his child. this was a shocker to all of their friends, their family members and their fans (at least those who actually found out about the pregnancy at the start) but the newlywed couple were ecstastic about having a "little baby" of their own. about eight months after discovering her pregnancy, kimberly gave birth to a baby boy. by the time the late-eighties rolled around, jackson's band were more popular than ever and kimberly, of course, found out that she was pregnant for a second time. it had been easy to raise blaise on the concert circuit, something that shocked both jackson and herself, and the idea of having another child was actually a pleasant one. this time around, she gave birth to a little girl, naming her sloane cambria. by the time rainbow was three or four years old, jackson's band was not as popular as it had been beforehand and he was honestly alright with this, kimberly was just as pleased with this too. they could finally go off and have a life of their own, away from the spotlight and everything horrid like that. they ended up moving back to jackson's hometown in california, establishing a little home for their family of two. everything was perfect by this point in time - jackson was a tutor to many children in the area, musicially, and was planning on opening up a record shop of his own. just after rainbow's fourth birthday though, be begun to get sick - at first, kimberly thought nothing of it but when that sickeness kept on coming around, she had no idea what to do other than get him checked out. after a few weeks of tests, it was determined that jackson had lung cancer - a very sensitive case of it too. kimberly and jackson were both devestated - it wasn't looking very good, his chances of living, at least this is what the doctors had said. the thing that bothered them the most though: jackson didn't smoke, it was the secondhand smoke that he had been throw in front of when on tour that affected him so horribly. as the next year went on by, jackson became sicker and sicker, until he was forced to stay in the local hospital. about a week after sloane's fifth birthday though, everything came back in smacked their family in the face... when jackson finally lost his fight to the lung cancer.
kimberly begun to bury herself in liquor as soon as the funeral date went on by - she started to focus on nothing more than this, that was all that really mattered to her. yes, she has a job as a secretary but it was at the record company that jackson's father owned so it wasn't as if they actually expected her to come around every day. rainbow's older brother tried desperately to shield her from her mother's constant ranting and raving about how much she missed jackson and how much she hated her life and, in fact, the children for reminding her so much of them. he was barely nine years old by this time but he knew that hearing something like this would have shattered his little sister's heart - he was hurt by the words, yes, but he was old enough to know that it was just the alcohol talking. as the years went on by, he begun to protect rainbow more and more, especially as kimberly's drinking problem became even worse. jackson's parents, which would have been their grandparents, were even beginning to notice their daughter in law's problem and continously asked their grandchildren to stay at their home over the weekends, which kimberly ran off to drink at local bars and sleep with random men. by the time rainbow was twelve or thirteen years old, she was completely aware of what was going on with her mother - actually, she has realized it years before than. having an alcoholic as a mother really forces you to grow up quickly, though she didn't have to grow up as much as her older brother did - he was forced into playing the role of parent for rainbow and, even though she thanks him for doing so, she wishes that he could have lived out his childhood to the absolute fullest also.
what’s gone is gone, the past is the past
[/font]turn the radio up and then hit then gas[/center]
NAME YOU GO BY. brittanyyy
HOW DO WE CONTACT YOU. pm, email
HOW DID YOU FIND US. ddofdso music of the night
RP SAMPLE
sloane, never in a million years, would have anticapied what she was currently going through. it was a given that every teenager was going to go through some sort of 'crisis' at one point or another, she had been betting on something solely having to do with a boyfriend, or just a boy in general though. she had no idea that it would revolve around a boy, a boy that had been one of her best friends since early childhood, and another best friend: one that had always been near the very top of her list, if not at the right top. the sixteen year old dug her ratty old shoes into the soft looking sand she was seated upon, drawing in a deep breath of air. everything had been so much easier a year or so back, when they had just been little freshman, the kids that were trying to deal with moving into 'the big, bad, real world'. all that had really mattered to her back then was fitting into the whole high school experience, and making her closest friends happy. all that had mattered to her was the four of them - jonah lopez, juliet monroe, kyle parker, and let's call him: carter, they had been absolutely inseparable from nursery school onward. it was so scary how easily the foundation of their group had been shaken though - cam still couldn't fully believe that a friendship she had cherished for over ten years now could be shattered because of a boy, because of a boy. she had always vowed to herself that she would never let a boy get intbetween her and her female friends, hell, she had vowed that she would never let another guy get between her male best friends and herself also. "hoes before bros", "bros befores bros," and all that jazz - she had learned this saying from the absolute best, her oldest brother, christopher and had stuck to it for the longest period of time. in a matter of moments though, her best friend had went from sitting by her side, offering her random comments and raw cookie dough to shooting daggers at her, professing how much she had her, and how much of a 'backstabbing bitch' she was. to be completely honest though, sloane didn't blame her for feeling this way at all, not even in the slightest.[/size][/blockquote]
the "golden group" had formed, as already mentioned, way back during kindergarten when nothing really mattered other than what type of sandwich you were going to have for lunch, and what color crayon you want to decorate your favorite coloring book pictures with. though it seemed like so long ago, and honestly it was, sloane could remember the day that she had first jo, jules, park and carter. she had been wandering around during recess, wondering what to do - it was either playing 'red rover' with a bunch of her other classmates or hanging around at the swing set, desperately hoping that someone would push her. the moment that she sat down on one of the free swings, a little dark haired girl too the place right next to her; in a matter of moments, a curly haired boy, another dark haired girl, and a boy with this adorably goofy smile had taken up the other free swings also. it was right then and there that they had decided to stick together: a few small, childish comments had led them to believe that they were the 'best of friends' and time really developed them into this. there was something about the five of them that meshed so incredibly well, it was amazing how such young kids could develop such a strong bond with so many individuals. to be honest too, they ruled their primary school - the combination of all of their specific, unique little traits caused others to either want to become a part of their group or ignore them totally. the last didn't occur that often though, seeing as they weren't mean to anyone or anything, they were actually quite friendly and amazingly approachable. there was really no reason for them to be that way anyway - no matter how many new friends that they made though, the only thing that mattered more than their own families was... well, each other. sloane would have jumped off the roof of her house if it meant saving one of their lives, and she still would to that very day.
everything had been the epitome of perfect for all of them - she had to go and shatter what they had built up to though. you see, there was something about parker that had always been appealing to the... let's say: opposite sex. not only was he absolutely adorable, but he was a total sweetheart. he was friendly to boot and, not to mention, played the guitar amazing well. he posessed so many traits that every girl wished their boyfriend had and this is the exact reason why sloane begun to crush on him when she did. it had been back in the seventh grade, or something along those lines, when she finally realized how she felt for parksir. she could not pin the exact moment that she begun to crush on him or anything, but she could remember the first time that she had actually realize what all those little fuzzies she felt in her stomach whenever he was around meant. the five of them had been hanging around at her house, watching one of the newer saw films. sloane had been in a trance - she had always been one for horror films and was really interested in what was going on on the television screen. after laying alone on the floor for what felt like forever, parker had jumped down from her bed (where everyone else had been sitting or laying), taking a place right next to her. they had laid there like that throughout the rest of the movie and, the very moment it had ended, he gave her this look: a look that she had seen a million times before, there was something about it this time around that really told her something though. this was the exact moment that she had realized how large of a crush she had on him. as the next year or two went on by, she let this little crush become larger and larger until she just couldn't keep it in any longer. she was going to get some advice from jules and jo about it when - of course, jonah mentioned how she was really beginning to develop feelings for parker also. what was a good friend to do, right?
sloane had just sat there, that was what, she had sat there and listened to her best friend go on about how much she liked their other best friend - the same exact guy that she had been crushing on for so damn long. she didn't say a single word about it either - she wanted to be a good friends and give him up to jonah, just... you know, move on, and she was going to do this. when hanging out with parker the next evening, she had accidentally let... well, she had told parker exactly how she felt for him; word had gotten back to jonah freakishly fast and that was pretty much where they were at that moment in time. the second jonah had learned about this, their friendship had been cut off - or, at least, jonah had begun to profess her intense hate for sloane. it really hurt sloane too, both because she knew what she had did was horribly wrong, and because her best friend was saying such horrible things about her. she had asked a great deal of her friends for advice but they had all said the same thing: "talk to her about it, things will simmer down as soon as possible, it's just a teenage things, this shit always blows over within a month or so." she had no idea what was going to go on with this one though, honestly, she didn't know what was going to happen. she had bickered with jonah more than a few times in the past but their fights pretty much ended as soon as they started - she had never seen jonah like this before and it just... scared her. she didn't want to lose her best friend and, by that point in time, if it meant giving up parker? she was going to do it, what she really needed to go right then and there was talk to jonah though.
drawing in a deep breath of air, she flickered her head to the side somewhat, catching a glimpse of the very person she had been thinking about. "jesus christ...," she muttered to herself before sighing softly, slowly jumping to her feet. to be honest, it was now or never - she needed to talk to jonah about everything, even if they ended up screaming at each other. she just needed to make things straight, make them all clear. making her way toward the log that jonah had seated herself upon, she quietly sat on the very end of it, right down from her best friend... or former best friend, she had no idea anymore. it took a moment or so for jonah to actually realize who was sitting near her but, when she did, she definately reacted. cam gulped somewhat at her comment, or more so, at her tone of voice. "umm, we...," she stuttered somewhat. "we need to talk about things, jonah. i can't go on fighting like this without talking about everything," she replied, dropping her gaze from jonah's. it was too much to look her in the eyes.
